there's this guy who has one post on these forums , i found it interesting (i thought he was gay actually) , and anyways , i had some good chats with him , he turned out to be straight , but i told him bout my little condition . and he was very understanding and even called me boy names . that was really refreshing .. but the thing is , he's kind of way older than me . he has a good job and a good life , so i was afraid id ruin it all for him , cause like , im 15 and he told me he's 40 , but i looked at his profile and he's actually 45 .(but im not sure , he probably just said he was in his 40's , so anyways) i dont really care about age , im just worried for him , and btw he's a very nice person (although he's into bdsm alot more than i am , which kinda annoys me) but still ...it was very freaky how we had so much in common , i told him bout my future career and it turned out to be the same as his , n other stuff that we had , so anyways .. the thing is , we agreed to meet on friday in a certain mall , he said there's something he wants to give me , n' well , he liked the paintings i showed him that i drew and scanned , so i told him ill paint him one (i wish i didnt cause its such a pain in the ass.. ..) , n' well im nervous n' confused , im not so sure what i should do , whether i should go meet him or not .
the thing is .. there arent many guys like him , he treats me like another guy , and i just love it . he said he'll help me out with all the issues ive got . i dont think ill ever find another guy like him in the future . so im wondering if i should take the opportunity n' check him out , he said we can go out on dates n' stuff , on sunday on the rooftop at wafi mall (or whatever its called) in dubai they play old movies and stuff , n' he said we can go there , he showed me some things that he bought me that support my cause , if you get what i mean ..
so anywho ~ what do you say ? (and let me point out , my mind is that of an adult) , should i meet him on friday and take it from there ? or should i just , well .. not go ?
and im so hoping he dosent read this ! i dont think he's a usual here , so no risk of him reading this ...
EDIT: let me add that he's not arab THANK GOD knowing that arab guys have no concern other than ruining a girls reputation then butting out of her life , that is if they werent engaged or married , AND this guy had some expierience with other guys , so he's more like bi than straight i guess ... WHICH IS GOOD !