BM, thats a very profound one. Where do you get your Chardonnay from?
Well, I have always had questions inside my head ever since self-awareness dawned. The questions were many, but its only since recent times that it has become more and more crystallized, and I have begun to realize that it has all been just one and the same question really, taking on many forms. And the question is..........
Why??
Why am I here?
I dont know if I can even take the truthful honest answer and survive.
What if a deep voice from the sky were to say to me:" You are here because we needed certain E.coli strains in the spring of 2011 bla bla bla!" Wouldnt that deflate my ego rather rapidly and with a loud noise? I wonder how many of us would still like to know this kind of truth just before the curtain fell.
Or would we rather like to continue with our make believe worlds that we have created round ourselves: "I am a General. I can kill and maim so many. They fear me. I am great."
Why is the world here? Why The Universe? Why does it touch us so profoundly, when science is proving to us that nothing really exists; its all just whirling masses of energy, that are destined to ultimately dissolve into nothingness?
The Universe is almost 14 billion years old; a human life extends to about 82 years. How significant is that on a Cosmic scale? How many people that we knew intimately have just vanished as if they never existed? Leslie Poles Hartley said : " The past is a foreign country; they do things differently there".
I think I have made confusion worse confounded, and still not answered your question.
How about if I just asked :"How did I do?" Depending on who I asked, the answers should be interesting!