Can someone advise me on how to end my marriage. I from Asia and married an American in USA. Although he a good practising Muslim but is rude and ungrateful sometimes. I feel compassion for him, but i feel trap in this marriage. I am not happy and only Allah knows how insecure and uninspired i feel.
Although he said i need to just tell him if i want to end the marriage but i dare not especially when i dont have anyone to standby me and anywhere to go. I feel shame to go back to my home country so soon and dont have the ticket home too.
The imam or any Muslim community here is out of reach for help because they dont to be involve. I am going crazy in desperation. i dont want to just pack my things secretly like before while he go to work, and living in non muslim social service. It is emotionaly distressful.
I really dont know what to do. i dare not to show i hate the marriage, i am afraid of him, but i hate this marriage and want to be single again.
sakina (inshaAllah)