Still cant believe abt all the money spent n drinks I had on the new years eve... I feel terribly guilty... Got drunk too much on the new years eve.. it feels like i still have alcohol in my blood...
Got up at 2 in the afternoon on 1st, went out to have food n as it started to chase my brains out of my already pounding head.. mouth tasted so bad that I couldnt eat anything.. I wondered how my body could do this to me.. all the toxic poison that went in.. was still not allowing to the brain to function properly.. then realized poor body its all brains mistake.. its him who forced me to drink .. n now its acting all weird..
i sat there n looked back at the year gone by.. moving to dubai, broken friendships, broken hearts..emotions started to haunt me .. I still feel guilty of many things from last year..
its just the alcohol in my blood just the alcohol nothing else.. everything else is just perfect..