Comeon Skylink,you got so many expert advices from all your friend in this forum,so wat are u waiting for?
Go through all the advices and select the one which you feel best suits you.Really it gonna work.Please make up your mind in one direction If you love him than khallas you love him and vice versa.Dont be so confused dear life is too short for confusion and when u cant make decision even now than we your friends are always there.Cheers