my story was with a girl that broke my heart twice so far she broke up with me before and she came back again so i took her back , and now again she left and i have a broken heart that kills me i feel like i'm gonna die sometimes , i still love her so much and every day her love grow more i don't see her a lot and i try not to call her , but sometimes when i feel that she forget about me i go crazy and i can't stop thinking about her . i don't know if she really loved me or no but i know for the fact that i love her more than i love myself and i can't live without her , but i'm kinda sure that she is not going to come back this time and that is killing me i feel like running away from dubai , or sometimes i feel like i wanna kill my self. i don't know what to do should i forget or should or what .
please guys tell what should i do..... i need help