Unfortunately in Dubai theres no place for uniqueness. Face it!! It's a superficial place with ppl somehow looking down on you as if he or she is better than u. Believe me it's true when your working or clubbing or whatever. I am a guy who kinda goes crazy and come out with stupid comments like say if a I wanted to see a new born baby who is basically my friends son. and he really wants me to see him but cant as he is in the hospital I would say no prb dude!! Just put him in the pc and email him to me.
I know thats a stupid comment that I just made but I believe that every guy or girl would like to do something stupid at times. But reality check ppl in todays world specially in Dubai u do something like that ur considerd an outcast or plain stupid.
I am 23 and damn proud of it. Another example the college I went to. Unfortuantely the college was filled with Indian people. I am not a racist against Indian ppl but the thing is when they listen to that ever crap Bhangra music. I rather get shot in the head than listen to that crap and the worse part was it was filled with Sindhis (a cast in India). They always had calculate everything like once a girl lost 50 bucks which is her dads money end of the day. She started crying in the middle of a show. wtf was that all about!! u gotta think!!
Now these Sindhis liked a lot of Bhangra music which I seriously despised and very few liked rock music. hehe so what I did was with those few ppl we decided to play PUDDLE OF MUD - SHE HATES ME and CORNERSHOP - BRIMFUL OF AHSA. Now u gotta understand it was like 80 to 90 percent Sindhis, and the rest were arabs, sub continent ppl and all. What I did was really new and u really needed guts to do that crap.
I wore a torn black tshirt from of jon bon jovi, with torn jeans from the knee plus with shoes who knows when I last washed em, with all my chains and skull and stuff. Hehe, I painted my face Half black and Half white like in the pics. On the black side wrote OM (Peace in Hindi) and on the white side wrote 666 (sign of the devil). with a pure blood red colour bass and with a bandanna of Nirvana with a KFC BUCKET ON MY HEAD!!
I played that day to my hearts content. I wanted ppl to appreciate me and all. Plus even thought chicks would dig me for my gutsy ness and maybe who knows get some digits. But that day I think the only ppl who appreciated me was the representatives who came down from U.S.A as in our college ppl like the dean, vice principal etc. They told me I got them few memories of their child hood back to them. But other than that I got nothing. Maybe thats cuz I never had a gf for my crazy antics like these in a place like Dubai!! and most probably I love music more than anything.
Believe me when I say this I am damn bloody shy around any girl!! I mean yeah sure talk to them on the net but get them infront of me then it gets my tongue all twisted. hehe. The thing was after my recent trip from a cool musical place like Bangkok. My friend hooked me up with a date!! Not exactly a blind date but somewhat like it. I mean hardly I knew the girl just a Hi, hello basis and next thing my friend was like why dont u guys go out together. Obviously this girl aint realy hot like drop dead or real ugly like ugly duckings sis or something!!
The only thing I knew about this girl is she digged rock music like me! So I did go out with her and stuff!! She never ordered much which mostly I did. ME was having the usual, Jd with coke. I drank, kept on listening to her and I tried to converse with her but never could as I didnt know what to talk about. But I did listen to her and not only that some guys would put their arms around a girl or even dance with her. I didnt even do that cuz I dont know what she would think and dance!! Puh leeze!! if I started to dance then they will be like okay ppl go home!! I didnt even do something crazy even though I went a bit tipsy cuz my freind was like dont do anything crazy and mind it!! it was hard to control. Though I had to leave early cuz another friend of mine was coming down so I left and all and trust me not even a kiss when I left her. I mean usually u kiss and all sorta like a good bye kiss, to make it special, but not even that!!
I know what you guys have been thinking, that maybe am a sissyboy and stuff, and believe me when I went home I thought the same thing. Next day my friend, who hooked me up he called and said. Dude wtf u did? I was like why? I know I screwed up!! He was like No dude!! she spoke to me and said she had an amazing time last night and said she wouldnt mind again. He told me I did great when I told him the whole thing what happened!! I was thinking I did score after 23 yrs. I mean I aint a playboy or casanova but atleast I did something. Maybe she liked me for as I was listening to her or maybe cuz I didnot act all woozy and cracked, or maybe I respected her. Dont know actually!!
But I really want a girl and like me for who I am even if I act crazy!! I think that'll be hard to find speacially in dubai. I mean if I want them cyclone girls thats not what am talking about. I mean someone who can be trusted or atleast there cuz in Dubai. I dont seem to find any.