| Corcovado |
| ok ... you like men and ur a woman that means ur straight ... u feel like hate the woman body and ur a woman normale ur straight ... u want 2 be with a gay guy as a man !!! Well here is the problem. a lot of women get turned on with seeing 2 men together same as men do when they watch women together ...but that doesn't mean that ur gay or lesbian ...ur a teenager u have this strange hormones playing in ur body ...ur discovering s e x ual feelings for the first time ..Don't be afraid i believe u are so straight but confused ... take it easy u will know |
| PARANOID |
| OOOOLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! feelin' hyper ! whazz'up ?? so all gay haters , get outta here , now ! NOW ! SHOOO ! okey just kiddin .. you see the thing is , im a girl really . but deep down inside i feel like a homo guy . now let's go back in time a bit .. ive got 5 sisters other than myself (and dont ask for names or phone numbers pervert , focus on MY issue !) , and i also have a 1-year-older-than-me bro . when we were younger i always wondered why the hell our phisical appearances differed . cause inside i always felt like a boy . so i got older , now im 15 years old , and im SO OBSSESSED WITH GAY SEX ! i do categorize myself as an internet porn addict , but i dont watch normal/straight stuff , or even lesbo stuff . i only drool over gay/male sites , n' im so fond of actin like one , i mean i register as a guy in those places and i start convos makin people think i am a gay guy (i usually act like an 18 years old) now the thing is , its eating me ! (not the porn addiction) but the fact that im a girl phisically , but wanting to become a gay dude , really its causing me to be depressed and all that crap and i so wanna have a gender change surgery , so i could turn into a guy .. too bad i can't have it , and i cant even talk to someone about this , cause like wtf i wont tell my parents about it lol .. oh n' also .. im really grossed out with women's bodies . no offense .. i mean , my own body (although very attractive to straight guys) is a big fat burden on me . i just cantstandboobs *cough* *cough* if i never get that surgery i swear ill stay a virgin for the rest of my loser ass life , i would never even think of having "straight sex" with a guy EEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW !!!! and get this right , im not lesbian (cause as i stated , im not too fond of women) im just lookin for someone with a condition similar to mine , or someone who could at least understand the way im feeling every singal day . OR you guys can just act nice and start comforting me now lol .. oh oh ! OR if there are any gay guys around who are interested in befriending me and treating me as a guy . n' we can later have some interesting convos and we could meet and go to movies and stuff . btw my name is lana , i prefer being called .. uh .. any other male name . so waiting for the nice ones to reply ! |
| arniegang |
| DONT FEED THE TROLL :roll: :roll: |
| alexandra |
| oh man ( u saied u prefer to be treated as a guy gay or gay guy whatever :shock: so i wont say hey girl) i do think u have a serious problem, no ofense ment, but did u try to get some therapy? i respect ur personal and itimate options, but i really think u r one of a kind! a gay guy woman acting like a man? :shock: i lived enough to hear this... :shock: :shock: :shock: good luck in searching ur se*ual happyness!!! |
| PARANOID |
| lol people of my type arent THAT rare .. i think .. cause like ,there are many people who are arroused by smokers . thats wierd too , yet we've got many of'em .. you know ? makes sence ?? anyways , therapy is not an option . i dont know where the hell i gotta go to get it ,n' youve gotta pay money for it (unless my parents know bout the whole thing , then they can give me the cash n' that would be it . but im not telling my parents , that would be sooooo daaaaaaamnnn wiiiiiiieeerd ..) we've got a therapist at school , but she's kinda religious , her solutions are all based on religion and are all like .. crappy . n' there is NO WAY im tellin her all that gay stuff , ill prolly get an honor killing , but not really . but it would be wierd too so im not tellin anyone . |
| Chocoholic |
| EDITED AT THE REQUEST OF CHOCOHOLIC :) |
| PARANOID |
| the problem is the following .. i FEEL like a gay guy , the idea of "vaginal s.e.x" is GROSS . i HATE straight s.e.x .im not happy with being a female i want to become a guy so that i could be gay and have gay s.e.x without women envolved cause certain female parts make me.. :puke: got it ? |
| Chocoholic |
| EDITED AT THE REQUEST OF CHOCOHOLIC :) |
| PARANOID |
wow great idea , thanks i never thought of that ! ill just hafta find out where they sell those things .. n' get the guy , n' sell maboobs . EDIT: n' that would be way cheaper than gettin the surgery done . |
| Chocoholic |
| er ok, I'm running away now. No seriously I understand that many people do not feel happy with themselves in many different ways, you just have to go with what's right for you. |
| Dubai Knight |
| Careful Chocs...with suggestions like these, you'll have all the male members of this forum queuing up! I would point out that Paranoid has already stated she is only 15!!! so guys, put it back in your trousers and get a life! :shock: :shock: :shock: Knight |
| Chocoholic |
| Whoops I missed that bit! Apologies then and Paranoid maybe you should wait a few years yet! |
| Palkid7 |
:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: Easy Choco. !!! That is no't something that u should recommend to a teenager !!! |
| Chocoholic |
| Like I said dude, I missed her age and apologised for that, so will a mod please edit out my post! But to be honest with you some people just know when they don't feel right, no matter what their age. Admittedly however, at age 15 and probably coping with all the puberty stuff it's the most confusing time. |
| PARANOID |
yes very true , you dont have to be in your 50's to know what you want or feel . the heck , you shouldnt apologize , being the only one who made sence . |
| Liban |
| Paranoid, you are a kid. You think you know what you want but in truth you do not. Take some time, you have many good years ahead of you to discover yourself... Hell some people are 50 and do not know what they want yet :) PS - Chocs is in no way 50... I iwll not say her age though outta respect. |
| 888 |
| Paranoid, the only advice I can give you is, wait till you are 18, then, move out of home and out of the country - maybe go study overseas at a western country where there is more help in this area. I do believe that it is not just a teenage phase as most of the gays I know all knew that they were gay when they were like 6 yrs old. Good luck. |
| A64Venice |
| You should watch a tv show called nip/tuck. |
| Dubai Knight |
Don't give her ideas at her age! She should be watching stuff like the O.C. and Angel or Jungle Book! Then again I understand there is an 'alternative' version of that...so maybe not! :shock: :shock: :shock: Knight |
| HP |
| hahaha Jesus , this world is going to the point where God will commit suicide . Get a life you little girl and do something positive in life instead of browsing and thinking about being a gay. |
| Mel Marie |
| Guy might be a Gay Girl might be a lesbian But Girl want to be a Gay :shock: That's outrageous! Listen Girl, you are still so youthful and immature to decide what you want (as Liban said) your hormones are still in progression to take their right positions in your body. Let the process flow and keep yourself busy for the coming 3 – 4 years and believe me one day will come and you will sense yourself as a lady/woman/mother/girl and you will realize that this sensation is the most amazing feeling in the world! To be yourself! Keep up the faith; it’s just a petite way to go :) |
| HP |
| Good answer Mel Marie. We must tell her what is right and what is wrong instead of telling her like choco " get a guy who can do from back ". The teen age is always dangerous and risk of falling from right track is highly likely. When i was 15, i always used to dream about having s.e.x with indian actresses :oops: May God show her the right path , ameen :roll: |
| PARANOID |
| stop bullying choco with bold , underlined letters HP . |
| Chocoholic |
| HP a bully? Now that's a good one! HP, if you bother to go and read my posts you'll see that I realised I didn't see her age and actually asked Liban to edit my posts, which by the way he didn't do - cheers mate! :shock: But Paranoid seems pretty mature, certainly she's got years on you! Also if you bothered to go back and read all the posts properly, she's basically a straight woman - so what the hell is your problem? But as someone obviously with limited experience of gender bending, I couldn't possibly expect you to understand. |
| Liban |
I did!!! :) Look at your two first posts where you went into a little detail... I wrote, "EDITED AT THE REQUEST OF CHOCO"... :? |
| raidah |
| paranoid,... well ur either some frustrated sick guy who pretends to be smone else to live through this forum ur pervert fantacies, OR u r telling the truth about who u wanna be and with what kinds of sites u entertain urself with. so in case the second option is the true one, here is my opinion and advice. first of all, and this is to the others too who think that we should not talk about backdoor s.e.x to a kid of 15. my dears, if its true that she watches pornsites like she said, than she probably knows a lot more than some of us. so we would not be telling her anything new. 2nd. nowadays anal s.e.x is like not so long ago oral. if we go back in time, we find out that at a point only prostitues did it, while no decent wife practiced it with her husband. now its a perfectly normal thing. with anal is the same. its only a matter of taste. and in my opinion everything is allowed in bed, as long as both parties enjoy it. 3rd. not only gays and some women like anal s.e.x, but also lots of straight men. now don t jump up saying its not true. just think before u do that. im not necessarily talking about penetration...some hetero men like to be touched there or maybe a little more and still they remain heteros. 4th. lets not be hypocrite about things that r in our lives, like it or not, when this is nothing compared to men doing a goat :? :lol: ...or some other animal...or god knows how many other stuff. unfortunately, or maybe not, everything is relative. so whilest i don t find normal sleaping with an animal, there r people who do...and theres not the damn thing we can do about it. 5th. this is mainly for u kid- i remember a documentary movie about people from holland who changed their s.e.x. she used to be a man, but she felt like a woman. and for years she strouggled to become one, finally she had the operation done. well she didn t look like a woman and she said she was sorry for doing it because she never ever felt anything physically after the operation. she practicly mutilated herself. u cannot jut cut off a penis and make a vagina and expect it to work for u, just as well as u cannot make ur vagina disappear and find the next morning a pen to play with. think, where would u get a penis from? hmm? most probably doctors would cut off a finger of urs and place it there. but u really think that would work? not to mention how it would look like. and ur breasts. if they r tiny, that would be ur luck, but if not, they cannot jut be removed. the will grow back. in my opinion u still have time to start ur sexlife, but if u cannot wait, try a normal hetero experience before u start puking and jumping to conclusions. u might enjoy what u have, despite of what u think now. and thank god ur underaged to do anything rushed. and by the time ull be older, u might come to terms with what u r and make the most of it. good luck |
| ajb |
| Theres plenty of transgendered people in the world these days. Its not that uncommon many of them have some or total surgery and live happy and fulfilled lives just like the rest of us. I suggest Dubai is not the best location to do this however even Dubai needs its boundaries pushed sometimes. Find a discussion/support group of people who have either already been through this or are going through it and talk to them as they will know alot more than anyone on here :) Remember to live your life as you and dont worry to much about what other people say especially those that dont really matter to you in the long run :) |
| PARANOID |
i don't think so ,i wont have to give up a finger , i read this article where the docs used a mixture of skin and bones and other things to make a guy a new penis , the only thing they took from him was the skin (from his butt :P) , they said they already kept human bones for research and school stuff at the hospital , i dont mind losing some skin for the whole thing at all , (unless it looked really wierd after the surgery..which most likely-as the docs said-wont happen) the only thing that woried me in what you said was the breast thingy .. well i did watch fightclub , and that guy (bob?) who had like , a full woman's breast , and he had to regulary go to the hospital to withdraw fluids and stuff cause it was growing even after he had surgery , well ..stuff like that is creepy and very annoying , i wouldn't want to have a half/half body . but then again , what about women who have breast cancer ? it dosent grow on it's own (or does it ..?) , or is that a different kind of surgery ?? btw , you don't have to worry 'bout me bein some sick freak , wait till the picture forum's up :wink:
ajb , i was really excited 'bout that when i read your last email , i started my search right away , but there arent that many of'em around , actually the good ones (im guessing they'r the good ones) are all blocked by "ittisalat" , most of the rest are just inactive (is that the right word for dead?) groups since 2002-2003 . so i guess that didn't work for me though i wish it did . but thanks for your support hon ^^ . |